left her thoughts ♥ 3:26:00 AM

Dancesports National's around the corner.
i think i've pretty much mastered my chacha routine.
i'm pretty upset and disheartened because me and my partner cant complete a routine properly.
if he forgets,he just walks away..
how am i to feel encouraged like this?

and i'm not too sure if zexi is gonna go to watch me because he might be in thailand.
sighs..
i don't feel too happy.

my r/s isnt smooth sailing either..
just tryin to get through this rough patch...


rarrrr!!!!

i do hope things will be fine..


sighs



left her thoughts ♥ 11:59:00 PM

the week hasnt exactly started off the way i wanted it to be.
but i will survive.

i can make it on my own,i know i can.
but i guess i'll try with you again..

i stil believe,if its meant to be,it'll be.

i know i've told you you're not the one for me.
maybe i might change my mind.
but you really broke my heart.
but i'll put it all aside now.



What Hurts The Most -Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me


What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do



left her thoughts ♥ 10:26:00 AM

I don't know how this is supposed to be done.
every relationship that i have is always Fucked up in some ways.

I know i might not be the Best Girlfriend material.
But i'm definitely sure,friggin sure,
I WILL NOT CHEAT ON MY BOYFRIEND.
My conscious is extremely clear.

I just want someone to try and understand me.
Someone who is patient like me.
Is it too much to ask for?

Guys can never understand girls.


Maybe I'm still not ready.
Maybe this isnt the time..



Maybe...




But i'm still trying.



left her thoughts ♥ 12:35:00 PM

my chest hurts when i breathe...
feeling depressed.

i was beginning to feel that we could work out,
but after what you said to me,
it hurt like fuck.
i never imagined you would ever used that phrase.Never.
but i was so wrong.
now,a part of me's dying.
and i'm beginning to feel numb...



left her thoughts ♥ 7:49:00 PM

Let Me Let Go - Faith Hill


I thought it was over, baby
We said our goodbyes
But I can't go a day
Without your face
Going through my mind

In fact, not a single minute
Passes without you in it
Your voice, your touch
Memories of your love
Are with me all of the time

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go

I talked to you the other day
Looks like you made your escape
You put us behind
No matter how i try
I can't do the same

Let me let go, baby
Let me let go
It just isn't right
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road
Let me let go

Let me let go, darlin', won't you
I just gotta know
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
Are you still in my soul
Let me let go

The lights of this strange city are shining
But they don't hold no fascination for me
I try to find the bright side baby
But everywhere I look
Everywhere I turn
You're all I see

Let me let go, baby won't you
Let me let go
It just isn't right
I've been two thousand miles
Down a dead-end road

Oh let me let go, darlin',
won't youI just gotta know
If this is for the best
Why are you still in my heart
You're still in my soul
Let me let go, why don't you
Let me let go...



left her thoughts ♥ 11:01:00 PM

1 Last paper,
and i'm FREE!!!!(from common test that is)
and i have to start my 4 projects,they are due after 2 weeks of break..
sighs.
what kind of break is that man..
oh well,i cant wait for paper to end tml.
10am and i'm a freeman!
11am's my facial,bringing Bee Hsing along..
2pm's driving and after my lesson....
I AM MEETIN WENLING!!!

omg i do miss her like crazy...
its been 137461394 years since i last went out with her.

and after my exams,i can finally dance dance dance!
must practice hard for my dance,competition's only less than a month away..
dance my nights away!!!
weeeee!!!! i go high just thinking about it.
=p



left her thoughts ♥ 1:23:00 PM

i hate the roller coaster emotional unbalance state of my mind.
at this very moment,i'm struggling to tackle the heavy load of AUDITING.
URGH!!!!!
-pulls a whole chunk of hair out-

alright,
i've done ranting and raving bout my common test.
i shall go back to studying.



left her thoughts ♥ 2:28:00 PM

Human beings are complicated by nature and I wouldn't deny that.
You wouldn't believe my profession. But I have a strong passion for what I do.
I'm not a great dancer but dancing its one of my only burning passion in life that keeps me going. =)

A petite girl who loves to socialise and have tons of fun!
I'm patient but don't try to test the limits.
Well,as long as you are not a weirdo,you're most welcomed to join my social circle.
*cheerios!!